Raison d'etre

Living
Smiling
Grateful
Happiness
Humble
Realistic
Love
U used to be my raison d'etre

I should know better
Than to put my faith and love in the hands of other creation
Which is no less perfect than I am
Deluging with insecurities and faults
And struggles to stay afloat
Lost
In this unforgiving sea of chaos

Me

Now

Forgiving
Learning
Happy
Content
Believer
Optimistic

You

No longer my raison d'etre
We are the same
Hoping this diverged road
Would someday lead me to a better me
And perhaps
A better you

As of now
I pray
To the creator
My raison d'etre in life