Happiness #1

Happy?

What makes you?

The smell of grass?

The warmth of the sun?

Your mum's curry?

Your assurance of his love?

20th December i became 29.

Its quite a ripe age to get married in Malay culture.

I'm no where near that for now.

I am happy this birthday though.

Muzzy came.

Hence he loves me more than i would like to think.

I am happy.

I had a fight with my sister.

He gave me a nice ab toner for my birthday though.

I managed to let her treat me for a nice lunch.

And tea time the next day.

I also got a nice hand lotion and lip balm from her.

I am happy.

Met my friends today.

Long lost friends.

Hung out.

I paid half of my fidyah.

Also paid my zakat.

I am happy.

In spite of all the turmoil in my life.

In spite of all the turmoil within me.

I am happy.

Thank you god.

Thank you mom.

Thank you.

For this turmoil.

For if there was no me, there would be no life nor turmoil.